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there are days where the world just wants to mess with me, like today. today i needed to be alone, or at least i felt that i needed to be alone, but the universe did not agree. first we had to deal with a lunch obligation and i thought that’s okay i’ll just go to my apartment after lunch. then we had an impromptu afternoon obligation, so i thought that’s okay i’ll just have some coffee and they won’t be long, i’ll go when we’re done here. then as it turns out i left the keys to the apartment in arabesh so i thought that’s okay i’ll call my dad he’ll bring them up on his way to the store. he was busy and wasn’t coming to the store that’s okay my brother’s shift is ending he can bring them up. i wait a couple hours and he finally arrives and gives me the keys. i come to the apartment and there’s no electricity so i think fuck. i wanted to watch a movie, take a shower, turn on some music. fuck. then i looked outside and saw the sunset and thought that’s ok, i’ll watch the sunset. it was fantastic, sublime. i’ve reached a point in my life where very little beats the beauty of a sunset. now it’s dark and the power is still out and there is very little battery life left in either my phone or laptop—

ok it’s back. going to watch my movie.

watched three movies, all trash, loved them, and it’s now 1 a.m.

goodnight <3